So every year John and his family go to Colebrook Connecticut for the fourth of July. This was my second year and it was much better than the first. It's nicer to know what your getting into when you go away and its hard when you don't really know everyone that well. This year was a blast. I feel like i know everyone better and i knew what to expect and it was easier to have let loose and have fun. But what made the trip even better than ever was that i honestly fell in love all over again this weekend. Just watching John working and hanging out with the guys, i just couldn't take my eye off of him! Then there was a band playing one night and he asked me to dance with him, which is normally totally out of character, but we did and it was just so nice. (yes there was some drinks involved but i'll take it!)
He is just so good to me and i couldn't ask for anymore. After what i have been through in the past 2 years and the horrible past of relationships, this weekend just really opened my eyes to what i thought i had before and to what i really have now. It's amazing to me that love can really be there and strong and that its always a work in progress and that you don't just have to love the good stuff but that bad stuff too. There should always be compromises and just because not everything goes your way or you become annoyed, its no reason to run and be scared. Sticking around for every moment is what matters. I'm glad to see myself mature and less stubborn.
You know how everyone asks " how do you know its love?" Well i'd say that you know its love when you want to do anything for that person no matter what it takes and you just want to please them because you love it when they are happy. To put a smile on their face because you love to see it. To do things you wouldn't do for just anyone else. Then they do the same just for you! That's how i know i'm in love!
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