Getting let down is an all to familiar feeling for me. People are never what they say and no one commits. I'm learning more and more as i get older that saying "Blood is thicker than water" is so important because its true that family is way more likely to stay around then friends. I have always wanted to have a good group of friends and have everything be they way it was when i was younger, a big group of friends, everyone hangs out and does everything together. Now that im older i don't have that. Everyone has their own lives and their own stuff going on and its a lot harder for everyone to make time for each other. It just sucks because i feel like i put a lot of effort into building relationships with friends and making time for people and i don't feel like i get the same in return. I feel like i have no one to rely on and the few true friends i have i can count on one hand.
This whole issue is making me realize where i should be putting my time and effort and maybe i shouldn't be wasting energy on things and people who don'r really care. As far as i'm concerned people who care about you are there when they say there gonna be and if your not, i'm done doing it for you.
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