Still coping with friendships...

I am still daily frustrated with working on friendships. I am still becoming disappointed with peoples actions and words and i wish i could just scream out " be a good friend".  Maybe i am being punished for not being a good friend myself when  was younger? I feel like i left behind some of the best friends of my life.I moved, no one had licenses yet. Then when i did, it only rarely happened in the beginning and then it eventually stopped. I wasn't invited to going away trips and it was far to drive down by myself at 16 and back at night. I guess out of sight, out of mind is a good quote for this one!

Again i am going to have to work on this one for a while!