Realization

I'm starting to come to a realization about how life works. I truly believe that some people are made to have completely shitty lives and have everything go wrong and people die all around them and basically just be picked up a little and then kicked down hard again. I believe this because people need to see bad in order to appreciate the good around them. They need to know that someone else has it worse out there and that there lives aren't so bad. This is why bad things happen to good people. Because they handle it and then move on because that is all they are use to it bad shit happening over and over and over. So other people around them can watch them suffer excruciating pain over and over and watch all of their loved ones die and their families fall apart and their marriages fall apart and loose their jobs and get into car accidents and have perfectly healthy babies be diagnosed with disabilities. This way the people who don't have these things happen can appreciate what they have. Just like someone out their has it worse than me and I'm suppose to appreciate all that i have even when things are really shitty. so just when you think someone out there is such an asshole for letting the door close on you and beep at you because their on their way to a funeral and your driving like an asshole or when the lady in front of you just keeps digging for those goddamn pennies in her frigging sock change purse, or when the girl in the bank won't take off her sunglasses because shes just been bawling her eyes out and is embarrassed , NOT because she wants to rob the place, take a second look and maybe consider the fact that these peoples lives have a lot more going on then what you may be thinking is a huge dilemma of your "do i get a coffee or an energy drink today?" Look the fuck around people, life is happening everywhere and i guarantee you that you flipped out on someone once when they were just at their breaking point because you didn't take one second to glance at their face and see the pain in their eyes and give them a fucking break.